31 Week Baby Bump, Return to the Blogosphere and Update

Several weeks ago I posted that the end to the blog might be on the horizon.  I have been extremely uncomfortable and sick during this pregnancy.  It has led to a feeling of uselessness and sadness.  Most evenings I can't participate in family things.  The kitchen is no longer a place for me for standing too long pains my legs.  I feel guilty that the Papa has had to take on more than his share to help me get through this journey.  He is oh so sweet and accepting of the issues I've been having and I couldn't be more thankful or blessed.

I've been staying away from the blogosphere in general.  No longer do I follow my fave sites with enthusiasm but rather a hint of jealousy.  It seems as though they are relishing in so much life while I am forced to watch from the sidelines.

But two weekends ago, we celebrated the Eldest Babe's Fourth Revolution Around the Sun.  Her amazingness and the joy which she has added to my life was reiterated as she relished in the sun on the day that was special to her.  She created so much love and change and positivity in my life and propelled me to document her beingness.  How could I stop presenting to the world my thoughts on her existence and her expression of that existence?

So hence, I am yet again propelled to share the Mess in Messenger story.  I am working hard at changing a lot of things in my life to make it full of positivity, efficiency and joy.  And even though this pregnancy (not the littlest of Babes inside of me) has gotten me down, I promise to face the day with more fervour and openness...and documentation...hehehe.

As for the Update as to What has been Happening in our Little Abode:

*  the heat has gotten to us and left the Babes fairly sick with a trip to emergency
*  the Eldest Babe loved her birthday and the worry that accompanied turning 4 has dissipated.  She is a warmer, gentler girl ... one that truly adores her dresses
*  the Littlest Babe is emerging as a clown, such a positive spirit
* we spent two weekends away...one at Sandbanks Provincial Park - camping with family...and the other with childhood friends of the Papa in Gatineau.  She and I are both pregnant and ready to pop.
*  my desire to prepare for Babe has been overwhelming and motivational.  I am working on cleansing our home of unwanted items for sale, consignment, giveaway and garbage.  My lovely friend Kelly gave us cloth diapers & a car seat which we discovered won't fit in the car...which brings me to the fact that we need to figure out a car seat situation pronto
*  obsessed with food shows and food beautifying
*  thinking about returning to veganism (strict) after this pregnancy
*  wrapping my head around the labour and am hoping our littlest of Babes is healthy and that she would stop pushing her butt up into my ribs

xoxo

The Mama